.two.

let the record show that i refuse to be the girl who gets married and has a baby within that first year of being married. i plan to spend alot of time with gene before i let that happen. i don't get to see him often enough as it is, and i plan to make up for that in the years after we tie the knot. i know what happens happens, and i will deal with whatever comes our way, but at the moment i'm too selfish and too focused on gene to have any sort of child in the mix stealing my attention and/or sleep. i have too much i want to do before i have to worry about babysitters.

sorry future children, hope you have something entertaining up there in heaven to do until i'm ready for you. you might be there a while.

(aren't we the cutest?)